Pondering

Just thinking about all of teh changes I have been through during the last couple of months. There have been many times where I have wanted to just cry out and ask to end it all, but alas this was not the case and I have endured. I can't quite say that I have made it through yet, but I know I will. I guess one of the main things that I have had reaffirmed for me is that everything changes and that I should be flexible enough to change also. I have learned that I should never hold onto anything that I cannot let go of easily. I still don't feel like myself, I feel trapped. Freedom is being ale to be me without caring what anyone else has to say. It looks like I will have to struggle through some upcoming difficulties, but I guess there is a lesson to be learned.